Depression...........Sorry :'(

Hello internet.

Today I'm going to talk about depression.

I'm Depressed about things happening in my life at the moment, I just want to die so badly, Disappear without anyone noticing. I've cut myself which i sort of regret because all the kids at school are going to call me...Emo scum, Fag, bitch.

I want to ask you guys, have any of you felt like if you passed away the world wouldn't notice?

Music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgfQ-QZXtlc

Sorry internet

Hello internet

First of all so sorry for not writing a blog everyday!

Yeah sorry guys for no posts recently, I've been busy with school work and crap!! DAMN YOU SCHOOL!!
 and also i have a cold so i'm in bed nearly all day, so hope that's a good enough excuse.

Don't trust parents they say your gonna live through a cold, i highly doubt  it :(

I'll keep you posted on new stuff, btw i have a new blog no on ten reasons why please check it out :)

hello internet


today I'm gunna write about.....random fire drills


last week we had a random fire drill at my school, I don't know why but still...i was in art btw I missed alot if the lesson :(


I had a fire drill yesterday, 2 year 8 boys locked themselves in the toilets for fun or getting killed.


we had another today....wtf! It was raining when it went off everyone was soaked, but I hated how the other girls reacted...they was like.... Ahhhhh.....my hair is ruined.....ahh my makeup is smeared.....ever some girls cried I was standing there like what the fuck is wrong with girls.

awesome music

hello internet


today I'm going to talk about....music?? :D


My favourite bands are black veil brides, bring me the horizon,falling in reverse, nirvana,the cure,muse and Marilyn manson.


muse: Actually started me to like loud outrageous music :) thanks to them they have made me the person I am today.
nirvana: I started to listen to nirvana when I was 6 I was getting hooked to the music and started listening to more heavy metal bands.
the cure: I'm amazes but my mum actually introduced them to me when I was 8, I kinda fell in love with the music :)
Marilyn Manson: The first song I listened to by Manson was tainted love, then personal Jesus, I started to love the music, I ends up sketching Manson getting high marks but alot or haters, but I have to say Manson is my fav band along with black veil brides.
falling in reverse: I don't know how I found out about them, but I think it was because of how cool the logo looked to me :) but i love there album fashionably late.
black veil brides: I loved black veil brides soon as the intro of the first song I listened to by them which was heart of fire, I've loved every song by them ever since. :D I recommend them to you guys :)
bring me the horizon: I discovered them by danisnotonfire and amazing Phil when I watched then play would you rather with Oliver Sykes, I found out he was in bmth, I loved can feel my heart which was then first song I listened to by them, I've loved them ever since :) I've also found there music photogenic I'm always sketching about there music.


I hope you guys like one of these bands :) leave in the comments who's ur fav band and why

a awesome book

hello internet


I'm gunna be a bit weird and talk about books today, I will leave reconstructions :)


at the moment I'm reading two books, Carrie by Stephan king and long hard road out of hell by Marilyn Manson, I both think they are amazing books so far,btw mansons book I would recommend for teens more xD. I'm at a party am being a nood and reading :) I also read at anytime I get.


I'm mostly into horror and crime books myself, I don't really like fantasy books but I would make a accept ion for harry potter :) I hate romantic books, to much drama in them.


I hope you guys like to read to,please leave a comment on what kind of books you read and what they are called :)

hello internet, bulling today

hello internet


today I'm gunna write about bullying.


at my school the teachers say they care about us but really I don't think they do, I have a problem with nearly everyone so they repoert me for liking what I like and I report them for being like that,and taking the piss out of me,there is 1 main girl (no saying her name) but she calls me names,shouts at me,and tells what to do ect, anyway the teachers said they have delt with it, but they haven't I'm like...you lying asses!! She's still being a ass to me. I hope you don't have bullying problems.:)

art :D

Hello internet.

Today i dont know really what to write,but i think i should write about...art?? :)

I love art, hope you guys do to, i'm addicted to sketching that  much my teacher can't be bothered much anymore to set me home work, we have a 100 page book and i've filled all of it :) all i get is comments saying how good it is o.o i don't know i think its pretty bad :| well some of it :)

Marilyn manson and black veil brides inspired me :)


Please leave a comment on what inspires you in art

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music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ee_uujKuJMI